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Aria: No screaming, no dirty diapers, this is the life.
 
Ezra:But I wouldn't give life with our kids up worth anything.
 
Aria:... I love them. More then anything. But I seriously don't know how much more I'm going to be able to handle. I've seriously thought about killing myself. I hate those thoughs and they really scare me.
 
Ezra: How long has this been going on Aria?
 
Aria: About three or four weeks...
 
Ezra: Why am I just now hearing about this?
 
Aria: We're always taking care of the babies, we never have any alone time.
 
Ezra: We need to get you to the doctor then, you don;t have to feel this way.
 
Aria: But then my happiness won't be real. It'll be drug induced. Is that what you really want?
 
Ezra: I just want you, the loe of my life, the mother of my children, to be happy, and not have sucidial thoughts.
 
Aria: You know that I love you, right?
 
Ezra: Of course I do. Now why don't we get some sleep while we still can. I know that you're exhausted.

Aria: *Crying* I'm not sure how much more I can take Ezra. I am So tired, and I never go anywhere, and it feels like you're always working.
 
Ezra: I know that this is hard, so why don't we see if we can find a babysitter for the night and we can have a night to ourselves. You can get some rest, and we can get some quality time together.
 
Aria: I like that idea Ezra, but then we'll get them back. Don't get me wrong I love our babies more then anything, but I'm just getting so overwhelmed.
 
Ezra: I know that I'm still working a lot to cover hospital bills, but why don't I start coming home at lunch, and spend less time grading papers, and more time helping out?
 
Aria: I'd appreciate that. But when will you grade papers?
 
Ezra: I'll make time. So who do you think would be willing to babysit?
 
Aria; I guess I could ask me mom.
 
*On the phone*
 
Ella: Hello?
 
Aria: Hey mom.
 
Ella: How are you and the kids.
 
Aria: The kids are alright, I'm overwhelmed and exhausted.
 
Ella: I'm sorry to hear that?
 
Aria: Do you think that there is any way the you could keep them tonight? I'm seriously freaking out.
 
Ella: I don't know how that would go over with your father... He still doesn't like the fact that you have kids.
 
Aria: Please mom. I haven't slept in oer two months.
 
Ella:.... Alright. I'll pick them up at 6.
 
Aria: Thank you mom.
 
Ella: Your welcome.

Hanna: Do you really think Abigail is ready to come home? She's still so small, and there is still so much going on.
 
Caleb: Yes, the doctor said that she can come home.
 
Hanna: *In tears* But I don't know if I'm ready for her to come home...
 
Caleb: What do you mean, Hanna?
 
Hanna:I don't know if I can handle having the baby around. I don't want the baby to have to deal with all of my problems.
 
Caleb: You're not doing this alone Hanna. We're all here to help you. The baby isn't going to be affected by anything that you hae going on.
 
Hanna: Alright... I guess we should go get our little girl.
 
Caleb: Let's go.

Hanna: how am I supposed to handle this? It's killing me Aria
 
Aria: Hanna, she'll be okay. She just needs to get more developed before you can take her home.
 
Hanna: my baby still can't breath without help. Aria she's been in the hospital for a long time now.
 
Aria: I know that this is hard, but you just need to push though. Hanna, have you been eating?
 
Hanna:.... No...
 
Aria: well that's part of your problem. Let me go get Joshua and Lucy and we'll go and eat at the grill, how about that?
 
Hanna: I guess. How are they? I haven't seen them in a few days.
 
Aria: they're doing good. I think Lucy is coming down with something, but she should be fine.
 
*update*
 
Hanna had her baby when she was 7 months pregnant. The baby has been in the hospital ever since, her name is Abigail.
Aria has her babies home and they are doing good.
Both aria and hanna are suffering from post pardom depression.

Hanna&Aria: we hope that you all have a very merry Christmas!
 
We'd like to apologize for not being on very much anymore, we've been busy starting and raising our families.

Hanna: Mom?
 
Ashley: Yes Hanna?
 
Hanna: I'm getting some really shark pains and I thik I'm leaking.
 
Ashley: So you think you're going into labor?
 
Hanna: I think I might be.
 
Ashley: Ok, I'll get you things and call your doctor, you stay still and call Caleb and Aria.
 
Hanna: Ok.
 
*At the hospital*
 
DR: Alright Hanna, you're going to have a baby today.
 
Hanna; Will she be ok?
 
DR: it's hard to tell...
 
Aria: It'll be ok Hanna.

*Aria had the twins 2 weeks ago and is doing great* *Hanna jsut went to the doctor* *At Aria's*
 
Hanna: Look at them, they are so cute!
 
Aria: I know right? I just wanna hug my little babies all the time, but I also like sleeping.
 
Hanna: so I went to the doctor today.
 
Aria: How'd that go.
 
Hanna: They pretty much told me that I'm not goign to make it to full term.
 
Aria: How far do they think you'll make?
 
Hanna: They think the longest I'll be able to carry her in me is eight months, but they think that it'll be sooner then that.
 
Aria: Oh Hanna... Everything will be alright. I know it will.
 
Hanna: I hope so.

Aria: I can't believe then when I have my C-Section next week they we're going to be parents. It's been a crazy year.
 
Ezra: I know right? But things have finally started to settle down so we can get realy for our babies. I can't wait to see them.
 
Aria:I'm ready for them to be here already. You have no idea how uncomfortable I am.
 
Ezra: I"m sorry, but can you stand just one more week?
 
Aria: If that means our children will be alright then you know that i have to say yes.
 
*Later That day with Hanna*
 
Hanna: OMG I can't wait for your babies to come! They are going to be ADORABLE! Then I'm also ready for my little girl to be here. I'm so tired of being huge.
 
Aria: I'm reafy for my kids to be here too. I'm WAY bigger then you'll ever be and you have no idea how uncomfortable I am. I am so ready for it to be next week already. I don't think I can take too much more of this.
 
Hanna: And to think nine months ago you were trying to get pregnant.
 
Aria: Yeah, for the baby, not the uncomfortableness of pregnancy.
 
Hanna; Well it's not too much longer now and you're gonna be a Momma and I'm gonna be an Auntie.